Looking at men

Looking at men "He is such a handsome guy I have ever known! I think I already fell in love with him atfirst sight! I wish he would someday reveal that there would be always a girl watchinghim in every his motion, awaiting desperately a signal of love in return from him eventhough he has not yet known who I am and what my name is; but I am still fine with it aslong as he spares me a look..." - I burst out laughing when reading what I had written indiary during the high school years about a guy that had stirred my heart; the innocenceand the simplistic perception of love of an adolescent girl made me laugh. Now, over tenyears away from the high school, I can still call back the upset feeling that skipped myheart beat for the very first time I met this "very cool" guy; it was also the very first timeI felt for a man! The wheels of life, however, has pretty much changed my points ofviews as well as the way I look at men; and the diary, which I have accidentally foundfrom the stack of old books when cl eaning up the house this morning, gives me a goodreason to look back at myself to see how different I am from the girl I used to be andhow men has changed in my eyes.English: Buddhist statues in Guangxiao Temple (Bri...As a little girl at the age of six, I did not completely realize any difference between a boyand a girl, the only thing in my mind was that boys could not wear girls' dresses becausethey would be very ugly on them! As time went by, I grew up and finally reached the ageof puberty, during...